Christina

Sunday, May 10, 2020

Mad

They’re acting like I just did something and ruining it for me.

Annoyed

They keep acting like they want me to submit to them and work with me like this.

Problem

They said they ruined it for me. Sneaky tricks.

Why?

I always have to worry, like someone will laugh just when I think I'm okay alone.

I have to worry that what people do can have the wrong outcome and stick, like in some situations deliberately or being surrounded and have it catch on.

They won't stop.

They sweared the older lady I like is mean to me.

Something That Used to Be

They're just dragging along and never will fess up I know what they ruined.

On My Case

It sounds like someone recognized an older lady I like as "the one" to the world and said I couldn't have it, couldn't have her, as a good relationship. The person who relayed this is on my case.

I did try in my situation already.

I feel like my dad/parents is/were trying to influence me negatively to carry the flaws in their voice inflections and such things nasty.

Well...

What's really wrong? I didn't ruin anything for me or anyone.

Historical

People have been onto me for a long time and I've not had fun.

Hated

Why do some people hate me so much and try to jeopardize my social life with people I like or is it already a no? It's like an adventure for everyone else against me.

"Sucks"

This is so lame. I'd have better things to do than this shit.

I think, too, that...

It is stupid to think I did anything wrong.

But...

...they just claimed to take the essence of my relationship with an older lady I like who seems to be all over.

I feel attacked.

Some people already said it was their right.

"Who cares about" Late Boomers?

We should "forget about them." They're just like everyone else.

Well!

Why do some people get supported but in the end I have nothing?

Attention

This has all been a hype about someone getting all the attention.

Just Being Mean

I don't think there really is another real problem.

What Makes Me Most Mad

Not posting my problems online and getting in trouble for no reason, like my thoughts or reacting physically when mad alone.

Well... I can do what I want. Can I???

I got nothing in the end, but before I had hopes for being happy.

I did it. Sorta.

I still haven't talked about anything to do with this issue.

Trying to Be Careful?

I don't even really mind it.

Thanks to those of you uninvolved or who disagree.

Only Real Problems Matter

I just keep watch for what's serious and the people monitoring me in private think I'm a baby to post what they do.

Is there anything wrong with these people?

It seems like they just ruined it for me.

Catchy

People think I am inappropriate to be loved.

You Golden Oldies ruined the world and life as we know it.

Late Boomers started the problem with kids wanting to be loved and feeling traumatized.

Incessant and Constant

The people monitoring me in private because an older lady I like was inappropriately stimulated to be little and naive ... that to rub it off keep saying I'm nothing and don't deserve her etc.

Mistreated All the Time

Why do I have to put up with this and the older lady I like get all the pleasure? Has my personal life been invaded?

What?

Are you ready to talk? Did you wanna talk about what you did, instead?

Support

People support people who are suspected of stressing people out and giving them cancer.

Harrassed

People won't stop fantasizing my late mom was stressed out by me with cancer, but that's not so.

Lie

I'm just abused, anyway, all the time. This is getting suspicious. I don't listen to anyone. I'm ... "the good guy."

I didn't say anything bad.

No One Can Be Trusted

Maybe, if such good people turn out bad, we shouldn't trust anymore.

Happiness

It is claimed we can all be happy, but it looks like something funny just happened.

Suggestive Behavior

You think I need suggestions because you claim I'm the best, but I didn't get what I wanted in the end for no reason and others did.

Friendless

Wow, the people I thought I could trust are just as crazy as my domineering dad.

Overriding

You don't get to override me with your generation ever "in the end."

"How Stupid Are You?"

I used to be skinny, remember when it was all about mena and dirty, fat people?

Be Careful

Forget about the Germans. They leave the world to die.

Tactic

They probably think what they did was pretty smart.

Arrogant Treatment

It seems that someone is really getting it in the end like they're better than me and others. I know everyone is different, but this is just some byproduct of other people's shit.

Jokes

They seem to feel powerful. I thought I had some friends, who also "played smart," but guess not.

Step back and take a look at this.

Supposedly, they are powerless, but the people monitoring me in private won't fess up either. I find them at fault in secret possibly.

I'm not playing some game.

People think I am just "acting smart" all the time but I'm really wrong, even if they think I seem as right as I can be.

Blamed for Nothing

People always secretly thought I was bad when I was the nicest.

Anger

People get mad if people threaten their way of life, say it's not "up to snuff" or "could be better."

Nonsensical

It doesn't make sense to me to see anyone be made happy by others and how they look at them ... because people are so mean to me in that method.

What happened to the rest of us?

I feel made fun of, but I was replaced by a younger generation ... and if you make fun of me it means you are lying because in the end you argue you want the same kind of attention as me to whatever it is.

The Secret

People judge people by their parents. Some are really off-the-wall, and people like the kids who are bad and try to hurt my parents for being good, also racistly.

What's up with "Europe?"

I was accepted in the US.

"What do the simple folk do?"

What do you think of people who aren't bad?

Why does Germany use violence to solve sex problems?

I don't take that.

I don't take maybe I need a bit of both good and bad.

I don't take that I have special rules, like it's something personal, a combination of misjudging me behaviorally and racially.

Too Bad

I guess it's too bad if people think I can't "make it" in the world, with other people. They just want to shoot down the best. They probably can't believe it. They think they are the world to say no to me.

I need to move forward.

I'm one of those people who has permission to use strong convictions or language because it's not disgusting when I do it. You know, like one of those attractive ladies or appropriate younger girls? I am one of those people on the top and rated by my country! I have the right over others to make my next move!