I did try in my situation already.

I feel like my dad/parents is/were trying to influence me negatively to carry the flaws in their voice inflections and such things nasty.

Historical

People have been onto me for a long time and I've not had fun.

Hated

Why do some people hate me so much and try to jeopardize my social life with people I like or is it already a no?  It's like an adventure for everyone else against me.

I'm not playing some game.

People think I am just "acting smart" all the time but I'm really wrong, even if they think I seem as right as I can be.

Blamed for Nothing

People always secretly thought I was bad when I was the nicest.

Nonsensical

It doesn't make sense to me to see anyone be made happy by others and how they look at them ... because people are so mean to me in that method.

The Excuse

Coronavirus is the excuse.

Playing Around

Funny when people assume the upper hand with me.

Want to play?

It is uncivil to take the liberty to inappropriately stimulate someone I like a lot pretending to have an issue with them themselves.

Lunatics

People keep acting like it doesn't matter if I'm usually good, and then they go into like I need to be good and am bad.

Trouble

They don't have to compensate me to get what they want.

I'm not about what happened on this journey, and it ain't the same.

Only 1 Bad Person

People keep taking people who seem to be pretended or pretending they have a relationship with me, saying I'm "actually" bad and taking these other people like it's Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory and they are Willy Wonka and these people are kids there and saying, "I think we may have something here."

My dad acted like he was pissed everyone would think he was bad to be mean to me like I "did something," and instead he made a visit to other people like he's Santa Claus to make people groove against me, instead, when I'm very agreeable.

Trick

People say someone else is better than me and say I did something if I say something else against it.

Fitting In

The world fit other people's children in for them, but I don't fit in in certain important ways.

Sometimes, they don't fit in and the parents get violent in how they act.  They won't do the work themselves, and they get mad if other people are living their life.

Suspicious

I didn't really "say anything," did I?

School

School was just a tool to see if you thought you were good enough to do good and follow the rules.  Everyone else comes out like the choice.

Pathetic

They think I'm evil and need to be restrained like I'm outdated.

Like It's Okay Just for Me

So, I'm mistreated for the time being, like that's okay just with me.  It's as though it's just life, but it's not.

Territorial

People are territorial of their kids in Southeastern Florida and judge you by your parents and not you.