Lunatics

People keep acting like it doesn't matter if I'm usually good, and then they go into like I need to be good and am bad.

Trouble

They don't have to compensate me to get what they want.

I'm not about what happened on this journey, and it ain't the same.

Only 1 Bad Person

People keep taking people who seem to be pretended or pretending they have a relationship with me, saying I'm "actually" bad and taking these other people like it's Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory and they are Willy Wonka and these people are kids there and saying, "I think we may have something here."

My dad acted like he was pissed everyone would think he was bad to be mean to me like I "did something," and instead he made a visit to other people like he's Santa Claus to make people groove against me, instead, when I'm very agreeable.

Trick

People say someone else is better than me and say I did something if I say something else against it.

Racism

Musicians in Germany always seem to feel racially superior.  It doesn't help make me feel better about them to be dissed.

Fitting In

The world fit other people's children in for them, but I don't fit in in certain important ways.

Sometimes, they don't fit in and the parents get violent in how they act.  They won't do the work themselves, and they get mad if other people are living their life.

School

So, people who weren't good can seem more attractive.

Suspicious

I didn't really "say anything," did I?

School

School was just a tool to see if you thought you were good enough to do good and follow the rules.  Everyone else comes out like the choice.

Pathetic

They think I'm evil and need to be restrained like I'm outdated.

Disrupted

I feel invaded of my life and how I apply my lifestyle.

Like It's Okay Just for Me

So, I'm mistreated for the time being, like that's okay just with me.  It's as though it's just life, but it's not.

Prejudice

It's easy to see if something is an issue of someone else is of a cooler generation, like relatives.  That's considered wrong, especially when you're comparing someone else's kids.

"Following the Leader"

People keep following bad things people did in my life, like it's out of fear, but are nice to others and suggest I shouldn't have relationships I have I like.

Territorial

People are territorial of their kids in Southeastern Florida and judge you by your parents and not you.

Tricked

I feel tricked into a bad 15 years or so or my whole life.

Perversion

It seems funny how people other than me are treated more appropriately.

In My Place

If someone else were in my place without any serious issues, things would go by much more happily and smoothly and without made up racial issues.

Strange People

It's funny how many people are agreeable with me and like me a lot, but, when I try to get to know anyone or am around some people where I live, they get scared of others who have known me at all and back away or just end up abusing me.  Pretty much, I can catch on to anyone else.

What a Joke

People act like I'm not cool for being good in school, and other people are suck ups for some reason and aren't treated that way.

Trick

First, it's about pop culture like Grease, and then Late Boomers are out of the picture unfairly.  The children of Late Boomers have it good.

The Spiteful Ones

Some orchestral musicians seem to hate their job.  I know it's very competitive.  I did papers on classical music this semester.

Nasty People

Underneath it all in the end, some classical musicians can seem quite nasty.