Might go to sleep for now.

Have homework but doing good on some of it.  Night?  I just stayed up to enjoy some music and posted online.

Know what I'm talking about, do you?

What good is a Baby Boomer who does nothing?  Most are like that sometimes.

Hair

Does your hair color "affect" you?

Funny!

No one listens to me.

I wanted something to happen and no one listens.

Therapy

So, did anyone get anything good from who their dad was?  I saw an attractive dad, and the baby looked concerned about everyone else, being hot like her dad in that way.  I don't remember anything in particular if I saw the mom.  The baby was in a stroller.  Of course, they were not that old.

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...like they fixed them.

Question

Why don't people stop acting like people are only attractive from their mom?

Work

Some people sacrifice themselves for their children.

I'm not much..

Do people like their children as an escape from me?

Some Daughters

Some people's mothers end up doing everything for them instead of by themselves.

Question for Fair/White People

Is your skin white at the base, even?

Doesn't Make Sense

Why do you think of her?  You said you had to, but you didn't.  It was a lie.  You can, though.

Give and Take

Well, it's dumb not to know that it's other people who are messing this up, but hey she's "only human."

Always About Her

I can see the greed of the world, rooting her on.

Well?

I just get to watch the older lady I like who behind closed doors is ruining herself when she was supposed to be a relationship to me.

Well?

Why do people keep acting messed up like I agree to this shit?  It's ruining my reputation.  It's as though I don't even have one, anymore.  No one cares to think about me, anymore..

Oh, and by the way, it's stupid to say I'm bad just because I used a curse word.  How careless can you be to think otherwise of me?  I didn't use it in a bad way.

You'll never win.

You don't even know who I am or what I am.

So, what?

Now, are people trying to undo the past and say I'm bad?

The Excuse

Coronavirus is the excuse.

Already There

So, the older lady I like's daughter who is younger than me became famous on her own or by her mom...?

Ordered a New Watch

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Selfish?

Does it seem selfish to assume I should be punished?

Not Feeling

Some people think if you're modern, of this day and age, in any way, that you don't feel.

...but not me!

Not only did we like Blue's Clues, we made fun of Barney but not me.

My Singing Voice

I can still hear the youth in my voice when I sing that shows a certain energy from things like watching Barney faithfully as a kid.

"I Soar Like a Hawk"

I soar above Generation X.

Music - Me Singing

244 Views

Music - Catholic Church Songs

1997?


1996?

Music

As I Look Back, I Realize

all the work and guts it took to get unafraid to perform, to not have to worry like about messing up.

Music and Music Videos - Children Theme Style

Update

I have a 2nd Instagram, listed under My Stuff.

Change of Plans

I may live in a group home in Fort Lauderdale, Southeastern Florida, where I was born, for now.

Job Hunt

I guess I will try to live in a Chicago suburb and work rather than use SSI.  After school is out, I can apply for jobs.

I guess I will have to try to learn violin and German on my own.  It's a life goal, learn an instrument and language.  I did want it as my college programs.

Interesting "Problems"

No one wants to talk about issues to do with me and the older lady I like, they just want to hate on me senselessly.

I'm thinking it'd be more feasible to thrive in a suburb.

I wanted to live in the Cleveland, Ohio area and go back to a college there, but it seems a Chicago suburb would be more suited to me and maybe more chance of finding a place and way of supporting myself.