Racial Unrest and Agitation

Which race hungers more to overturn other White races?  Southern Europe or some of the Black Americans on the lose?

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Interesting Things

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Disney Youth Orchestra in 1992

Stuck up Musicians

It's funny to see young orchestral musicians dance to the music "like nothing just happened" "behind closed doors," when you yourself did piano and were steadfast in your musical technique but feel as though you never existed.  In an orchestra I played a little in, they had people come who hadn't played in years.  They are quite egotistical and seclusive.

The Problem and People Around

Someone and her daughter seem nice.  I usually blame adults, so maybe it was other adults.

Traumatic

Someone I know thinks kids are their parents and maybe you go crazy when you get famous.

This has caused me too many life catastrophes leading to trauma.

Musicians - Development as a Person Physically Etc.

Is it better to be more developed as a person if you aim in your career as a musician or less developed?

Seeing the US and Europe

Europe finally got to see the US when TV came out.

Now that the internet came out we get to see Europe.

Great Arts of the Past

So, classical music is worldly and we go to fame for other things?

I feel I'm getting old to be great.

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It didn't seem like a machine.

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Also, I've seen an orchestra look more sarcastic than that.

Of My Critical Experience

The German orchestra playing Beethoven's 7th Symphony was sorta sarcastic in a sexual way.

I said the one from the Netherlands was exciting but in a mechanical way in comparison alone in some sentiment.

Germany - Keep up with Germans!

Some Germans are critical if you seem to have any problems in your life when you play classical music.  They don't seem to help with an alternative to some problems in life.  I forget what I was going to say.

Why didn't people keep up with Germany?  What's with all this Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005) and that's all?

Why isn't classical music popular in the US?  Germans who don't do anything do classical music because it's an emblem of their country?  I didn't start as a toddler.  I keep getting funny feelings from them about when I see good performances.

My Review

I'm listening to I think the main end movement of Beethoven's 7th Symphony.  I heard another group play it.  The one I'm watching now is from the Netherlands.  The other one was from Germany.  This one from the Netherlands is very mathematic, a little thin, very on the beat and mechanic.  The one from Germany was kinda influenced melancholy and nostalgic yet booming with energy.

Oh, well.

I was watching the Netherlands.

Pathetic

People and Germans "found out" and keep being impressed by someone I have known a little.  Oh, but I was sorta put out of the picture.

Crazy

I mean, come on, their every other glance can be hatred towards me saying how they're European and I'm not.  It's like they don't even realize it, and it's stupid.

Crazy

It seems Germany has made a spectacle of me saying they accept 2 other girls I've known some or a little and said I wasn't German.

Graceful - Big or Small?

I wonder if you can have dainty parts that are not really graceful?