Saturday, April 25, 2020
Evil People Doing Things in L.A.
They show their respect but are really ignoring you emotionally, like you're nothing, if they have a prejudice-
Meanwhile...
So, is it really an upward slope of positivity for an older lady I like, without worry? or is that boring?
Message Board Post by Me
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Topic by Me
Re: People from the US - Was your youth kinda worthless?
Like, first it's my parents treating me more like an experiment and not like I'm a daughter.
Then, there's all the trashy, surprisingly racist adults who think it's a big whoop they can tell I have great awareness because I was raised as a racial outcast.
Go to birthday parties and sit there and watch the mothers have a hissy fit. It's nothing special. Those kids are trashy, and they know it - because they are too dumb to talk to me but still talk to each other.
Go to school and never learn to use reading as a learning tool rather than as reading just for the sake of reading but not enough.
Leave home and not have security going to college because of how hard it is and how you can be kicked out for no reason whatsoever. Other people have rich parents and quit before they can get kicked out, and no one may even notice them anyway.
Go on MySpace and Facebook and IMDb, and no one says much to you there.
Forget to start a blog until it's too late and people are set in their ways and no one wants to communicate with you, which looks suspicious to others you want to talk to, so that they won't trust you just starting fresh socially.
Wait for 15 years, and the world passes you by; people you love may be getting old, retiring, and die; and you get called old or middle-aged before you hit 35.
Americans will betray you in the end, causing some sort of hiatus.
You can't trust people.
Topic by Me
Re: People from the US - Was your youth kinda worthless?
Like, first it's my parents treating me more like an experiment and not like I'm a daughter.
Then, there's all the trashy, surprisingly racist adults who think it's a big whoop they can tell I have great awareness because I was raised as a racial outcast.
Go to birthday parties and sit there and watch the mothers have a hissy fit. It's nothing special. Those kids are trashy, and they know it - because they are too dumb to talk to me but still talk to each other.
Go to school and never learn to use reading as a learning tool rather than as reading just for the sake of reading but not enough.
Leave home and not have security going to college because of how hard it is and how you can be kicked out for no reason whatsoever. Other people have rich parents and quit before they can get kicked out, and no one may even notice them anyway.
Go on MySpace and Facebook and IMDb, and no one says much to you there.
Forget to start a blog until it's too late and people are set in their ways and no one wants to communicate with you, which looks suspicious to others you want to talk to, so that they won't trust you just starting fresh socially.
Wait for 15 years, and the world passes you by; people you love may be getting old, retiring, and die; and you get called old or middle-aged before you hit 35.
Americans will betray you in the end, causing some sort of hiatus.
You can't trust people.
Hungry
I want to get out and get some cake, but the dryer in the laundry room by my room the garage is in the way, being dealt with.
Friday, April 24, 2020
Secret Agency
There is a partial secret agenda against me that I'm too old to be loved, yet Late Boomers are not.
Generation Z
You can go to the movies not to study but just to enjoy yourself and get tucked in by the world at night.
Being Too Specific
It feels like idolizing people born around 1960 is like trying to look exactly like Johnny Depp.
"Of Mice and Men"
Highlight for spoilers: I feel like I'm the "stupid guy" at the end who gets show from behind the back of someone he's been with in the story mostly, I think. I saw the play.
This doesn't make sense.
They said an older lady I like was fresher than me, like she was literally younger, proud of the year she was born. However, they got her involved with someone else I know a little who's just a little younger than her, and they said then the older lady I like wasn't impressive. So, I've been putting up with like I'm not good enough for that reason and then this happens. It's like a big thing.
Thursday, April 23, 2020
Personal Life vs. Looking Silly
Would you rather have a nice personal life at least / first, like Generation Z people with Late Boom parents? or put yourself out there and look silly and maybe get nothing?
Racism Starts
Racism probably started against other Europeans and later Asians. Remember, Black people don't have to go through all the other races to be considered okay, like Asians do.
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